As a child, I was severely bullied at school and lost all my friends due to the perpetrators' snitching and false rumors about me. To this day, I don't have a single friend in real life. was also exposed to deeply shocking content, including abhorrent sexual themes, which led to severe brainwashing.
Due to this extreme trauma from my past, I am currently in a very unstable mental state and under psychiatric treatment. Because of this, I may sometimes display antisocial or aggressive behavior toward others without warning.
I know I cannot ask everyone to forgive my unpredictable actions, but I share this in hopes that you might understand the root cause behind them. I am working hard toward my recovery and trying my best to heal and become a better person, so I kindly ask for your generous understanding along the way.And for those who have watched my older videos—though I'm not sure how many of you there are—if anyone is still worried because of the videos I made back then to vent my emotions, I want to let you know that I'm finding new ways to cope. I've been discovering new outlets for stress, and drawing and making animations have been especially helpful. While I haven't completely stopped yet, right now, drawing and animation are the only things that can replace self-harm for me. That’s why drawing and creating mean so much to me now—they’ve truly become my safe haven. If any of you are going through a difficult time right now, I sincerely hope you find your own little haven, too. Please remember to take care of yourselves, and know that you’re never alone in this.